feeling low

Now I don't know if its PMS hitting me right now, the fact I went back to school today or I'm just generally feeling low at the moment.. but NOTHING seems to make me wanna smile today. :/


Aside from my constant boy issues and friend troubles ( as there was no added extra conflusion or drama to this mix today - thank god!) there is nothing remotely in my life that would be making me feel this low. Life is sucking.
I've just had the longest Easter holiday ever in my life where I actually did some pretty fun things, hung out and met new people and chilled myself out which I totally needed. Britain also gets a day off this Friday for the Royal Wedding - which I'm going to be brutally honest - was at first just a good excuse for an extra day for me to hide from school and do nothing at all. But the more its advertised and talked about on TV the more I'm beginning to appreciate the wonder that will soon be our future King and Queen (although I'd much rather marry Harry myself, and I think he'd make an excellent King). Sadly I'm going to admit, I am quite happily looking forward to spending the day watching the delights on TV and - better still - telling my children and grandchildren what the wedding was like when they grow up under their reign. I've never been a royalist, but listening to the TV today, hearing a newsreporter actually define it as a fairytale made me wonder at the fact that it is just that. The first (probably - dont hold me against it) British Fairytale. No one else that I have heard of or known has grown up as a normal middle class girl and met her Prince Charming (excuse the pun) and got to marry him. If Kate ( or Catherine) gets to become one of the most famous and important people in the country then surely we all have hopes of finding someone half decent and normal in our little lives? I'm beginning to think we have a really good role model compared to the celebrities in the tabloids - not that I dont enjoy reading about their lives and follow their trends myself. I'm just saying, I'm beginning to appreciate the whole wedding shindig and am actually beginning to fall in love with the girl myself.. and actually falling in love with Prince William too.