2011 is on its way

Its the same book; just the beginning of a new chapter. you just have to decide what stays and what slowly leaves.


Following on from my post the other day, today more than ever I have decided that in 2011 i want to have fun and enjoy my last few months with everyone. In regards to Charlie, I hope that with some distance we can still remain friends and there are no harsh feelings there, because I dont doubt that in the future somewhen we will meet again and things will happen. At the end of the day, he IS too important to me to never speak to him again.. i just need some time for me right now. Experience life before i get too involved with him.. before my heart cannot ever love someone else. I dont want to end up alone after all, and I am a teenage girl.. i've only had eyes for him for 2 years, i want some time to be able to meet other guys. and for me the fact that college really isnt that far away holds new things and hope that  i dont want to be held back. i dont want to have to worry about whats happenign with him. we're better off friends. thats the simple truth. i just need to work out the best way to leave without actually leaving if that makes sense. and preferably before the weekend. luck is needed :L 


xB'.